Fam. Innit.

Life being as it is, and people being as they are, I just wanted to take a moment (I wanted to take this moment yesterday, but was thwarted...) to big up my amazing pseudo-family. Yes, blood is thicker than water (in terms of viscosity) but does that mean blood ties are more important than non-blood ties? I know too many people these days who would say 'no'. Yes, I love my Mother and sister, but do I love my pseudo-family less? absolutely not. And the best thing about the pseudo-family is that the line-up is ever-changing. People move on, have their own lives to lead... And you don't grudge them. You're happy, supportive... Truly loving. None of the emotional... Blackmail, almost, that because you're related to someone you should, or must, do x, y and z for them... Just a much purer, unadulterated and honest system of relationships and interactions. So, to the pseudo-fam, you know who you are, each and every one of you...  (the beauty of the pseudo-family is that it is each and every one of you....) I love you all. And I just wanted to say thanks for being awesome.

Peace and Love

Argggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

 I've been thinking about how these public forums (facebook, blogs etc...) are basically just another way of putting on a mask- like the Scousers'- and how it's just all bullhit, if you think about it. Carefully thought out, concocted, put-together crap to convey how smart/funny/popular and generally wonderful we are. Well, I am not wonderful. Not today at least (well, that's not strictly true, I felt fine and dandy up until about an hour ago). And I'm not feeling funny, smart or particularly 'deep' right now and I promised myself that I'd update this bloody blog. So, in honour of honour, and honesty, and all that is great and good about being alive and being human, I thought I'd share my failures (to be calm and zen-like, unaffected and chilled out... what will be will be and all that... ) and share my rage. I'd also like to thank the bastard energy-thieves whose shitty vibes and stresses I managed to absorb through the ether. Goblin queen, once more you have outdone yourself. As for you, Desert Creep, consider yourself deleted.

Peace and Love